A Replacement to Writing? 2005/2006

CNM paper; waning?

Internet addiction, I tell you, and an intense hatred towards exams. Thanks to all my friends who say I look pretty in a dress! I feel so happy! Had a good hair day that day. Only got one person, only like that super blur picture instead of the clear one...

I got a lot of things to write about.

Ok, CNM paper was... supposedly manageable but I basically dumped everything I knew there. No fluency, horrible language, forgot to fill in some parts where I er, liquid (I don't know what is the word and I asked LY then we both started laughing. SH says it's "blanko"...) away the errors etc. Oh, Shen Chin just said on MSN that the questions were easy. I have a sudden urge to go to NUS now with a baseball bat.

So, where was I? CNM. Right. Anyway I think I crapped out an answer. I crapped so much for question 2 I am so proud of myself. I always say I anyhow write in the end also... Yar lah, I got study lah, can or not? Crap also must have standard. So it's literature's turn on Thursday. Then it's all music! =D And I checked, I can't ask for a transfer now. It's only available next semester, February, meaning I'll have to go through this whole academic year. For the 1st time I actually felt ok, writing an essay(s) in exam. Before I went in I was so nervous I wanted to puke then after I sat there for a while with the paper in front of me, muttering curses under my breath, I calmed down and started to write. Should have planned my answer first, so much time to write. 1 hour for a 30 mark question, so much time as compared to writing an econs essay in JC. I think I wrote 8 pages or something for 2 questions which is really very little compared to the fact that some people were asking for more booklets and that I cancelled a lot of stuff. I only need 30 marks out of that 50, please let me get it! Actually it's a lot, 30 marks.

I don't know what I'm getting myself into. I asked SH to be my god-bro, to which he blatantly refused, because, well he was right. My interest is waning, I think. I'd rather have a god-bro than a had-been friend, if it really comes to that stage. I'm a terrible person, aren't I?

posted by tstar @ 2:01 PM